Destined for GREATNESS...

Hey World,

This is my first "real" blog post. The previous ones were just copy and pasted on how I felt and or wanted to share with anyone who wanted to peer into my thought process. I guess this is therapeutic a way to get some stuff that was marinating in my dome. Alright here it goes... this is going to be written as if i was scatter brained talking to you (like i do in real life), so i apologize in advance for the run-on's and incorrect use of writing. So I guess you can call this rambling (thanks Maria).

Here it goes... Greatness... I know everyone has a destiny and or calling in life... it's been close to 6 years since high school and i'm rethinking a lot of things... I'm greatful for everything that in my life and all the things i have been blessed with. As the days go, I move forward in a lot of ventures, but also neglect others. With many talents comes delgation... "what is really important?" This is not rant on what I can do or what my abilities are, but a deeper thought as to how my life is unraveling and what paths to pursue, while not leaving anything left behind.

I've been told, I do way too much, which i believe is true. At the end of the day my mind is saying "wait a minute...there's something else", but since I had so many things/activities i'm thinking or pursuing I get mentally burnt out to finish the other tasks... I love a lot of things, I love my family, I love my girlfriend (a lot, which is my soulmate and i know in my heart we were made for each other...well that's another topic)... *tangent* i love my hobbies (music, photography, pretty much anything that involves creativity), i enjoy personal development, i enjoy health and wealth and i love learning (adding to my limitless encylopedia). I just love doing a lot, but with all those things, I sacrifice a lot. I sacrified education...because of my choices...I should have already been graduated... but i was too stubborn to dicipline myself... now i'm still in school and i have no passion on finishing (as of yet). In my mind a lot of things are pointless, but they are necessary. It seems like with great powers comes great responsibility... (thanks spiderman)... it's so simple, but rings so true. It seems that I have to just put things on hold. Brian Tracy said put things on a list and label them from high priority to low priority, then just knock em out... and whatevers left undone wasn't even important in the first place. It's seems that people spend their lives on the low priority things, because we make them seem important.... Here are my things on my plate.

- School 2 more years? (or i want to go to spec's howard and do film/broadcast) <= creative
(traditionally finishing with my BS in Marketing...oh yeah... job security)

- Photography/ Video (i have visions of how everything should look)
(ever since i was younger everytime i heard a song on the radio, i knew exactly in my mind how it should look...that probably explains why i was attracted to marketing.....but i realized i used to watch the MTV show Making the Video religiously...and it just dawned on me why.. because i would love to be the next Hype Williams (video director)

*opps, to be continued... i just went on a google spree with Hype Williams...

i like anybody who's doing their thing, to the best of their ability.

to be continued.... (damn this is a long rant)...